Thursday, December 11, 2008

to a love

please don't go away from me
please, when my anger rolls over you like a thunderstorm and the rain blocks out the sun
Please still see me
when i shutdown and go away inside of me , underground
please love me and come to find me
when i awaken chilled and afraid from a nightmare filled with scenes from the past
please be there next to me to soothe me and to hold me
me the hateful one
I the frustrated one
me the sad one forever being that sad girl
please don't go away when my roller coaster of emotions has exhausted you
please remember me laughing and free
when we first met, that was me ,the real me
please don't forget that girl , brown eyes, goofy smile, holding your hand, that's me
when i am afraid ,please come to me , please look for me, please come and find me
when i scream that i don't love you when i say that i hate you , please don't remember
please always have the ability to forgive me on the dark days and share with me all my sunny days , because i do , always love you

2 comments:

113 said...

I took a few moments to read several of your pieces. You express yourself in very vivid and powerful ways. Back in December you visited my girlfriends blog. She went on to be with Jesus on Nov 20, 2008. Thank you for your kind words. She was a wonderful blessing. If you ever want to talk, feel free to contact me. dyvedan168@peoplepc.com

karina said...

thank you for reading and acknowleging my blog, i appreciate that very much. There was nothing Icould do but visit her blog, I read about her in my hometown paper and she touched me. I know she was a beautiful person and i just wanted to reach out to here to let her know someone was listening.