secretos

So much conflict with one another
It's a silent fight , were noyne wins
I love you sister, I love you brother
We don't eversay what we really want to
Each one is afraid to make the cut
Afraid that the blood won't ever stop
Afraid that the scar will heal
The anger and resentment is all so real
The walls just keep getting thicker and thicker
Soon the key to peace will never fit into the door of forgiveness
Still noyone is sure what needs to be forgiven
Turning a blind eye?
Pretending to be sleeping as she lost her soul?
Not running to her when she was losing her mind ,
I love you brother , I love you sister but we never say what we really want to

mama sweet

choices that mama made
things time will not change
wounds that life cannot heal
I still remember, I still can feel
your hand on mine, I can still hear
you, mama, telling me , please stay here, stay near!
I wanted to be your friend
I searched for the right words to say
To make the fear in your eyes go away
I didn't know how, I didn't know the things that I know now
A flash in my mind, a feeling of pain, deep inside
My hand to your face to soothe the pain, to cover the bruises
It was a battle with domestic violence and we were destined to lose
I love you mama, I remember when you held your head high
I still can see you dancing alone , dancing young, dancing free
You laughing once and reaching your hands out to me
I remember you crying at night, I was a child but still, I asked God , why?
I remember, before you left , all those times that you wept
I didn't want to see him hurting you, I tried to drown out your screams
Our life together still haunts me in the quiet spaces, in my dreams
Oh mama, if only we could have held hands and run away
I would have run until the end of the world with you, I love you
I would go back and rescue me and rescue you, I would carry you
Mama, I still remember you.

nina

esos dias que te abrasan el corazon
por las lagrimas que salen por dentro
por las palabras que no se dicen
por los malos secretos
manos frias, sol que no da calor
una nina sola que llora su amor
por el hombre que triasiona
otra vez y otra vez
por el dia que oyistes la mentira
por esos ojos que siempre miras
aunque tu cierres los tullos
siempre la voz de tu amor
que te sige llamando , y llamando
si pudiera olvidarte

mujer de colores

a mi no me gusta que me hechen mentiras ensima , como piedras a mi corazon desnudo
no quiero que mi amante me abra las heridas tras mis ojos donde corre ese rillo que nunca se a secado desde el dia que llege a este mundo , duro, frio, sola
odio que me deje a mi el que amo, odio que lo que siento por el
yo quiero arohar mis sentimientos por la ventana de mi alma y les quiero decir que nunca regresen esos sentimientos , triadores
yo quiero admitir que estoy loca de la mente por dentro por fuera, que vivo en mi mundo, en mis suenos, no estoy donde tu estas, no miro lo que tu miras , com tu lo miras
por eso , los que me aman nunca me comprenderan
estoy hablandolos secretos de mi vida, cuando pongo los colores en papel blanco
azul, y negro, rojo, anaranhado, amarillo, azul y negro otra vez y otra vez
estoy gritando mi historia de una montana con flores en mi pelo y sangre entre mis manos cuando escribo mi vida en papel blanco, estoy gritando,llorando como una mujer violada pero nadie me escucha mi alma, mi presencia es de los colores mas vibrantes del mundo pero nadie me mira, soy invisible