remorse

And what if i leave you standing alone as you have left me many times before
and what if the days comes when you feel as i did the day you forced my hand
and what if one day like a lightbulb u understand why i was crying , why i was angry
and what if one day you see me naked in your eyes , me , just me as i have always been
and what if one day you can love me for me , love me as me
and what if one day you can join me to see where it is that i go when i die
and what if one day you could see my life , playing before you like a silent film
and what if one day you are reading my words as my soul floats to heaven
what if one day u regret that you never apologized to me now, me as a child, what if one day you decide that i was worth an emotion, that i was worth compassion, that i deserved better
and what if you never , ever get the chance to see my eyes again or hear my voice