a prayer for u

she so young taken away from everything bad and bad that she ever knew
she can't let go and still holds onto that day and many after that day as she grew
days and months and years passed by her tears , her fears
many times she felt as if she was standing alone
she never saw the shadows of those that stood behind her, those that loved her
one day she met a love, true and strong and good
he made her laugh ,made her feel safe, changed her mood
one day a new life is created they were excited and they waited
a chance to make things right again, new again , and then
sudden emptiness inside her womb, pain inside her heart so sharp it will tear her apart
he holds her forever but she still feels it , still feels the loss it's cold, it's harsh , it hurts
it's now become the beginning of all the pain she ever knew , all the loss she has ever felt
this loss has opened the door to all the things she kept inside locked away
Now that she is empty of life inside she feels everything at once, she wants to die
if she can believe in the power above, if she can believe that she is loved she can be happy again , live happy for once
she must push ahead , with renewed strength , with her heart, with her love , she must move on , she must fight
life will visit you again , i promise you , you will feel whole for once in your life, i promise you

silent

silent, like the ocean, angry, crashing on the rocks
silent like the future words of an unborn child
I have been silent against you
silent , like the bond between to old and graying lovers holding hands tightly, quietly
silent, i haven't looked into your eyes for so long
i wouldn't know how to ask, i am silent
silent like the roar of deep and dark depression
silent , like the pain thatburns, kills a soul within
silence on that long road to find you , to meet up with you, to see you
i have to ask you, have you any regret?
i have to know, does it hurt you , what you did to me, how you hurt me?
i am alone, i am empty sometimes
i am silent