Monday, August 18, 2008

A SPINNERS DREAM

with my head down and eyes ahead, i pick up speed
nothing matters now, all that you said, all that shit in my head
I am spinning away, away from you
I am flying fast, past the past
nothing matters anymore
the wind holds my body, my legs are strong
miles i go, so far away, i tell my mind i won't ever stop
I am invincible to the pain that you gave and your words a rush in my ears, i can't hear
the things that hurt me I can't see
I've left you behind and you won't ever catch me
I push my body, i challenge myself
I will never be there again
I will never be weak again

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

jolena

I love you so much, promise mw we'll always keep in touch
when you grow up and stop needing me when you fall will you call?
now , when you dream i smooth your furrowed brow , you so small
I hug you to me so warm , you laugh at something i say
you write me letters and draw me pictures when i am grumpy or sad
you tell me i was born to be an artist, and to always have a happy place
you are so special , you don't even realize
before you , i was on an edge in danger of falling and then you came
you saved me , from me
you put your small hand in mine and you always trusted me, you've always loved me
what a special girl you are , i love you always my sweet baby girl