still so angry , so hurt , did you think that i forgot already ?
my feelings are still so ugly, raw , like porn
i pretend every day that this is my life but i am torn
i get up in the morning and play the part of a mended heart
i smile , see me ? I was broke but now i'm fixed
i threw it all away, all the pictures, everything i wrote , every little note
i walk around fooling everyone , even him who stupidly loves me
i am an imposter in my own life , i don't belong here, how did i get here?
in my dreams sometimes , i get to see you but it's not the same
i'm always coming back to you , and you accept me so it hurts when i wake
if only life was a dream and and the dream was my life and i felt no regrets
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